Who Am I?
My name is Lisa, Karla, Sue, Jason or Bob. And I really don't know who I am anymore.
I just know that I am tired. I am tired of exchanging hours for dollars. I am tired of not having enough of those dollars to do what I really want. I am tired of feeling guilty for even wanting.
I am tired of not being able to dream any more. I am tired of forgetting what the dream really was and feeling jaded for having lost it. I am tired of trying to live up to everyone else's expectations and never measuring up.
I am tired of not feeling my breath or the joy of movement or of no movement at all.
I am tired of feeling disconnected but held up by so many strings.
I am tired of looking in the mirror and seeing the ghosts of my parents' censure reflecting back to me.
I am tired of working and working and working to provide a security for my old age.
I am tired of having to accept the idea of getting old.
I am tired of all the parameters and limitations and 'should nots'.
I am tired of feeling unworthy of love,
I am tired of the wasted time and the wasted effort.
I am tired of a paradigm that does not match my yearning.
I am tired of platitudes and affirmations and visions with no results. I am tired of the disillusion.
I am tired of not being in my power.
I am tired of all the impediments in my way. And I am tired of not even knowing what those impediments are.
I am tired of feeling imprisoned by my own thoughts. And I am tired of not even knowing if those thoughts are even mine.
What I really really really want...
Is to be touched with the enchantment...the enchantment of uncovering the gemstone of who I am ...of uncovering it in its rough-hewn state...poised for the unveiling...ready for me to craft into my own unique design...shining in its brilliance for all the world to behold. But most of all to know it is mine.
DO YOU FIND YOURSELF IDENTIFYING WITH EVEN ONE OF THE ABOVE STATEMENTS?
ARE YOU READY FOR TRANSFORMATION?
Do you feel called to join me and Psychotherapist/Author Dr. Kathleen Tallent in a Masterclass Retreat ? Are you at all interested in learning practical tools to unlocking the secrets to your ultimate well-being, to finding your purpose?
Are you ready to follow your Bliss?
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